ok....erm...ararggghhhhh!

well, i did it - finally told the woman; and yes, it was f#*k$ng difficult to say the least.
am sorry guys but still cant tell you yet; just difficult for me.but maybe one day...
anyways...see i said i'd prolly be back tonight.
been writing a 'stress diary' for college; has 4 items in it for today, the above being the last, and most stressful!tomorrow should be better; at least i can now say it's over...now all i've got left to do tonight is email N. that shouldnt be stressful at all, as i pretty much know what i wanna write already.
ok, well gonna go now.
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