Tuesday, June 19, 2007

nothing (and ruminations)

i am nothing...a whisper on a breeze...the merest of touches...nothing left, no trace
the world keeps moving forward
i have been taken back and shackled to a concrete slab


saw a funky yellow and purple, spotted giraffe today - i want one!
oh, and i'd just like to take some time to berate the curanail add for making me sad!

been noticing more and more the small things again, the way i used to...
people don't seem to make me happy anymore due to the hurt i feel
it's as though i have lost my connection to humanity
maybe never to be regained

(would explain a few things i guess, and why some things are now worse since)

really wanna cause some injury atm; angry, sad, disappointed, lonely, scared and more all culminating in wanting to cause harm...a poor reaction at best, but one i have to struggle with
no replies
no explanation
no anything
just away
chugging along
happy
oblivious to the destruction
emptiness
need
want
frustration

oblivious and uncaring

sq

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