failure

one thing i really dislike is how much i have failed at one thing...
the one thing i always promised myself ever since i was a little girl, and i couldn't keep that promise, no matter how hard i tried :(

i am disappointed in myself for letting it happen and to giving in to my darker side

and now i am alone and lost in a dark, dark place


dr who was good last night - but i want to see the next episode NOW!
hmm, anyone see the new thing 'jekyll', bit crazy, bit weird, and just a tad creepy, but alright, and pretty interesting
k-pax - a film i've never seen before, kevin spacey is a good actor. liked the film, though should prob read it
(oh and gavin and stacey finally got married...)

not been much else happening this weekend! at least not in my life
noone else is here so spent it alone and upset, prob not a great combo!
stupid exams coming up, but have i started doing any work for 'em?...no! dagnamit!

random tb, v...etc (reminder to self)

hmm, hope everyone else is doing ok, other people being sad isn't nice! big cuddles for those who are a bit down at the moment!

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